This has been a long time coming..
It's finally half term for me. After 8 long weeks of waking up at 5:45 and not getting home til at least 6PM, I can say that I thoroughly deserve a week off before the manic of my first placement begins. I know some people may hate me at the moment for having a week off but I have worked my butt off these past couple of weeks and I haven't had a day where I've sat around to do nothing.
This PGCE course is go, go, go all the time and truth been told, I have had so many emotional breakdowns because I've been physically and mentally exhausted. I don't know how people do this with children as well. I'm tired all the time and find it so hard to motivate myself to do anything when I go home. But I do.
I'm looking forward to doing absolute nothing except for these few plans that I have. I try not to plan because they always make me feel a little trapped in a schedule OR they never work out and I hate it when plans change. I'm a little OCD with timings etc...
♥Tuesday: Tutoring a little boy.
♥Wednesday: Going to Harrods on my yearly tradition to get some fancy Christmas decorations.
♥Friday: Shopping with the girls from uni to get some teacher'y clothes. I look forward to doing this but feel a little bit of my youth fade away from this fact!
And then the rest of the week will be a delicate balance between chilling out, moving myself into my new room AND getting myself ready for my placement on 4th November.
I'm so excited and so buzzing for today to be over so I can feel like a birdy!
xxx
I took onboard what you said (although its highly inaccurate, I never lied to you?) & tried to let you go completely, but I still can't just let it all pass... I try to forget but my memories make me fall in love all over again... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wddNbqlxlHsI
ReplyDeleteIgnoring me would be worse than saying you hate me... please don't..
ReplyDeleteSomehow I relate...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wddNbqlxlHsI
ReplyDeleteI don't know what I can do feeling the way I do?
ReplyDeleteHow about you stop ignoring everything and actually be honest? The only thing (except bye) that you've said to me is that i'm a liar? How exactly have I lied to you? Do you think i've lied a few weeks ago, months? Or over 8 years? You've got to imagine how that feels to hear from my POV... I literally have no idea where you're coming from... but apparently you hate me?
ReplyDeleteWe can't do this here. I'll email you to figure something out, okay?
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