One Of Those Days

Right, let me be frank with you all because I feel like I haven't had a good old chat with you guys for quite a while. I'm not gonna lie, I've come home from work, sat down with a cup of tea and enough chocolate to feed the 5 thousand.. And it's not because I'm having a bad day or haven't enjoyed my day because I have immensely, it's just one of those days when you aren't feeling your best, your back hurts and you're cold.. And the only thing that will solve it is a good nights sleep, a long lie in and not moving for the whole day. Unfortunately, I have to wait another day before that happens and so a good old ranty rant on here and tea with chocolate will have to do.

I'm ignoring the fact I have about 4 evaluations to do, and 4 lesson plans to do for tomorrow and I can't be bothered! I'm also really craving Spaghetti Bolognese and want to sit in my bed reading the book I have started. Oh, how moany I am today.

I find it harder to be happy at home because the whole day I am being enthusiastic and happy at school with the kids even if I don't feel it meaning I have to remove the smile when I get home. And I don't mind at all because I love it. I love seeing the children happy and them coming to see me during the day or giving me hugs and know that I am in the right place I want to be. And I've realised that the children that need to most attention are those that stick to you like glue because they're missing something at home. That isn't always the case but I want to make sure that I leave the children with a smile on their face in case they don't smile again for the rest of the night.

I just think teaching is such hard word, with all the planning, teaching, assessing and evaluating all the while trying to always be happy, always be enthusiastic even on the days that you just want to say "screw you" to the world!

As I said yesterday, I really just can't wait for Christmas and know that it's wrong to wish my days away because I know I'm going to miss these days when I look back on them in a couple of months times but I'm  tired. I'm tired and achy, and that it is all.

I will try and give you better blogs from now on, but just on some days, I really don't have the time or the energy and I apologise for that. I love you all and hope you have a fantastic awesome brilliant day tomorrow knowing that it is Friday!!

Cheerio,

Nicole

xxx